Fallen...

Last Sunday after clinic i rushed back home to bring my 2 kids Danial and Aiman to see ROTF. Unfortunately we came somewhat disappointed, actually we got 2 free tickets to see the movie in Queensbay Mall courtesy of our friend Farah that won the ticket via Radio Era and Petronas.
We arrived there at about 7pm as we were told to collect the tickets 1 hour prior to the screen time at 8.30pm. There were quite a number of people that had waited in line too. We waited patiently for almost 45min, but there was no sign of any GSC staff or the person that was going to issue the free tickets!! It was utter bollocks, why can't they just issue it earlier rather than make all of us wait. It was pure stupidity. As people were queuing up and making up space on front of the GSC counter.
I managed to coax my 2 kids not to see that night's show and brought them to the groundfloor to see the convention of Transformers toys that was organized by TransMy or Transformers Fan Malaysia. There were many Transformers Figures were on display. Aiman and Danial were excited to see them as they kept on shouting "Bak ada yang tu kan, bak ada yang ni kan". I got quite a number of them but i dont have the place to display them. Yet. I promised them that they would get their Transformers the next day after they come back to school.
I bought them while i was in KL the other day. The bigger one Desert Brawl for Danial for his birthday and the smaller one Depthcharge is for Aiman for getting no 3 in his class. I even manage to gift wrapped it for them.

Decepticon Desert Brawl

For the 5 year old boy...

Autobot Depthcharge

For the boy who got no 3

Gift wrapped to perfection

Luckily both of them liked their present.. but they still have one eye on bak's precious Transformers. One day boys.. One day..

Break Even

The Script Break Even

I like the lyrics of the song. Cept for the part that i don't believe in god. I do believe in God Almighty.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, (One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces, ('Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break, no it don't break, no it don't break even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, (One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces, ('Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

Enjoy the lyrics.. :)

Happy Birthday Danial

Happy Belated Birthday Danial... Bak couldnt make an earlier entry for you because its been quite a busy week for bak, with mak going back for study and bak have to adjust the time again.
You are my darling dear boy even though you are quite an active boy. And also frequently quarrel with bak and mak. Bak knows sometime that you feel left out being a second child but bak can tell you this, all of bak's children are the same. Bak loves you all the same, nothing more and nothing less.

Danial's cake with a spongebob on top (its not edible but Danial tried to eat it..LOL)

Danial with his usual grin

Bak can still remember the day that you were born. It was in the early morning. Bak had to bring your elder brother Aiman along with me to the labor room as we had no relatives or anyone that can look after Aiman that early morning. Both of us even slept in the Oncall room in the Labor room.
Then it happened, you came. From being 3 in the family, it is now 4 in the family. Bak was glad that everything was normal. Your mak was also well. Another boy, that makes it 3 to 1. Hehe. Guess the XY gene wins.

Aiman trying to 'sabotage' the job of cutting the cake

Danial finally able to fend off his brother and managed to cut the cake

He just loves cakes and all the sweet stuff... just like his mum

Bak haven't managed to buy you a present yet. Gave you a choice between a bicycle and a Transformers. Being a true Ahmad.. you chose a Transformers. Hehe. Good choice. Bak will buy you one later when we go shopping yes.

Aiman waiting for a slice of the cake

Danial.. Bak pray for you to be a good boy and a good son. May Allah bless you always. Bak loves you and Mak too.
Have a wonderful life my boy.